not everyone in this world leads a charming life. as 4 me,i just hope that my life wont be this difficult. but unfortunetly,u will not always get what u wish for. indeed sometimes i just feel i want to throw away all my problems n let my life be normal again. no problems, no loser people around me n the most important thing, a family that truly understands.
but i guess u cant hope that much if u urself did not even want to contribute anything in order to remedy ur life back. its kind of silly to be happy outside but inside u feel like dying.i dun know what i really want in this life.
eventhough i have a dreams that needs to be fullfill, but half of my dreams is to satisfy my parents wishes. so u see,its not 100% my dreams.so when can i get the opportunity to do things that i like. when will the time comes? 2 years from now, 5 years maybe or even 10 years.i just hope that it wont be that long.